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Monday, June 18, 2007

-11:56 PM

SIGHS !!
I totally abhor writing SS notes.
It took my the WHOLE DAY just to complete 2 darn pathetic chapters.
DAMMIT !
Such a waste of my time.

After a long day of sitting and forcing myself + sacrificing my beeeeeeauty-sleep,
My shoulders are killing me.

Ok, shall keep it short and sweet.
Nites !

Sunday, June 17, 2007

-10:52 PM

Finally I'm getting done with F&N's coursework.
:D
Left a lil more here and there to be ~~COMPLETED~~ !

Ugh,
What's happening to my sweet-nights?
I'm having weird dreams every night.
I'm serious, EVERY NIGHT.
First dream was Por Por & her home.
Second one's in school about confiscation of phones and such.
What's next?
My Prince Charming ?
Okay, wake up & stop dreaming Angel ! ]:

I hope all these will end soon.

I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined

Friday, June 15, 2007

-11:06 AM

Ok, great !
The screw of my specs came off, and it looks darn horrible
D:
My sis tied on some metal wire on for me.
METAL WIRE ?!
But it's ok [lah]!
I shall be thankful. hees !
Thanks jie and mucho loves !! (((:

Going out soon with mommy to meet aunty Cat and migual.
Gosh, I just dislike the sight of him -
In his own lil world.
Playing his PSP like a 'no-life-kiddo'.
Just simply makes me err, US sick !

& lastly,
I had this very very weird dream this morning.
Unexpected person for it to be.
hmm ...

mommy told me to follow my heart and go along with whatever path I will excel in better,
But I have two paths - 2 are just blurry,
knowing what I want,
Will just hurt the people I love.

[Oh GOD !
Please help me.]

I will listen to my own heart,
So I WON'T blame it on others if I fail in something I don't really like.
B.I.N.G.O.
:D

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

-5:06 PM

I've finally found the song ...
I'm so HAPPPPIEE !

You,
Doin' that thing you do,
Breaking my heart into a million pieces,
Like you always do
And you,
Don't mean to be cruel,
You never even knew about the heartache,
I've been going through
Well I try and try to forget you girl,
But it's just so hard to do,
Every time you do that thing you do

I,
Know all the games you play,
And I'm gonna find a way to let you know that,
You'll be mine someday
'Cause we,
Could be happy can't you see,
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you,
And keep you here with me
'Cause I try and try to forget you girl,
But it's just so hard to do,
Every time you do that thing you do

I don't ask a lot girl,
But I know one thing's for sure,
It's the love I haven't got girl,
And I just can't take it anymore

'Cause we,
Could be happy can't you see,
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you,
And keep you here with me
Cause it hurts me so just to see you go,
Around with someone new,
And if I know you you're doin' that thing,
Every day just doin' that thing,
I can't take you doing that thing you do

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

-2:17 PM

Time's really passing by us oh too fast,
We are left with 12/13 more days before school re-opens.
& I still have not completed my assignments.
HELL !

I guess I will be staying on for Secondary 5.
Having my reasons.
1) Can't and WON'T leave Nana alone to handle everything by herself [ Are you touched, you better be :D ]
2) Better certificate
3) Shorter time
4) & the list goes on
:D

Sunday, June 10, 2007

-12:35 PM

~~SHALLOW PEOPLE~~

Ugh !
Gotta report to school for NCC in the early morning tomorrow.
How annoying, just to fill up the achievement sheet.
Ok, I shall not whine about it anymore.
(:
-The End of this rubbish-

Dang !
I'm still left with tons of assignments waiting for me to complete them.
Somehow, I just don't wanna touch on them, or should I say...
treating them as invincible.

Alrighty, I shall sign off now,
to do my F&N (:

Saturday, June 9, 2007

-8:41 PM

~~I can't explain this feeling, I think about it everyday.~~

First and foremost !
I can't effingly tolerate my bro any longer, trust me.
I'm on the verge of pointing and finger into his face and scream any vulgarities.
He's THAT irritating, for God's sake.
RAHHS !

I don't know why or what happened to me.
Just that I've lost interest in studying.
SHUCKS !
That's way not 'a good thang'.
boo !
I just can't seem to concentrate whatever I'm doing,
ah ... well, not all [la]!

Can't wait until school re-opens again.
Maybe that'll help me to so-call 'concentrate' a lil more,
[Hope so & Crossing fingers]

NANA, are you back or are you back from M'sia.
I'm so bored here,
Please faster zoom back to the lovely sun-shiny island of Singapreh.

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